Thursday, May 31, 2007
@9:09 pm
happy
VESAK day to all
Buddhists out there :)
may the world be ZEN.
training's
tomorrow! gotta
pia hard and not slack. just hope i
don't contradict myself.
lol.
whoopee-doodle.
the enormous amounts of
information to learn and understand+memorise in biology is enough to make you go bonkers!
-Kenny-
Sunday, May 27, 2007
@7:34 pm
and it's yet another Sunday.
H1 exams are finally over. Econs was quite ok, what with the loads of hints and special notes that our tutor gave us. without it i would have been at a loss of what to write in the exam as usual. i have no idea how I'll do in the exam though. it's the first time I've studied for such a paper and well, you just don't know how well you'll do in these kind of situations. tried a different approach to GP this time, hope it'll do me some good.
it's all about the countdown to the H2 exams now. i have to prove myself to the vice-principal, that i wont fail everything again like in the common test. that was seriously a nightmare. never had i failed so abysmally and terribly in any exam before. i just hope that i have the self-discipline to study though.
I'm living in a paradox now. i keep telling myself "
STUDY,
STUDY, STUDY!!!" yet i find myself surfing aimlessly around the Internet, looking at meaningless stuffs like forums and such(no porn, fools) when i could have been utilising valuable time by organising my stuffs and revising my work. dang it. i just hope to be rid of this stupid foolish habit as soon as possible. No, make that a MUST.
life's been pretty much of a standstill these past two days. didn't even make any progress in my studies. oh well. MONDAY. hmmm. like MUSE sang, TIME IS RUNNING OUT!
caught pirates 3 on Friday. it's a great movie if you like the action. the plot's pretty predictable though, but you have to catch the first two movies to grasp it. having not watched the first movie, i was at a loss at what was going on at some parts, poor Jerrall had to endure my constant questioning.
Life gets better every day. i just hope that happens to me.
-
Kenny-
Sunday, May 06, 2007
@9:48 pm
do you like sundays? they are quite ok for me though. i tend to sleep alot on weekends. its very nice to sleep. bliss, i may say. however, it is guilty bliss. it's like, i cant even sleep or nap in peace without even feeling guilty about my studies, like how i could be doing tutorials, revision etc. most of the time i'll still sleep anyway though. on rare occasions, i'll just get to washing my face and sitting myself down on that dastardly woebegone table. depressing stuffs.
school's gonna start again tommorrow. yet another week of deprived sleep. it's seriously starting to take its toll on me. sickening. on second thought, thinking about it, it already has.
THERE IS JUST NO OUTLET FOR ME TO LET MY FRUSTRATIONS OUT.
i just want this period, this phase, this fraction of life or whatever you call it to just end quickly and let me lead a normal peaceful untroubled life. quite impossible though.
alright, then i wish for world peace. also quite impossible.hmmm.
ok, just let the troubles SLOWLY cease away. it doesn't sound that bad now, does it? PLEASE.
sigh.
ON A HAPPIER NOTE, mother's day is coming soon. heard there will be a celebration with my relatives. i totally forgot about my ah ma being a mother too. haha. hope it's fun!
LOVE YOU MUMMY.
-Kenny-
@1:38 am
crap i just wasted my whole day slacking around. F***! totally no motivation to study at all! nonono this wont do. crap crap crap!!!!
-Kenny-
Saturday, May 05, 2007
@8:50 pm
finally managed to access the create post page. mozilla firefox rocks!
Life's been pretty monotonous these days. it has just been study, Canoeing, sleep, with sleep being one of the lesser ones. and it's a darn vicious cycle. it's driving me nuts. and it also not to say that my grades are soaring now, they're still as bad as ever. just hope that they'll eventually start to improve.
had class handball yesterday. it was quite fun, and managed to play in one of the matches. mr yee is a really good player! i think that he was quite glad to see our class finally being united in one thing. most of us turned up. could see he was quite happy on that day. just giving my 2 cents worth. haha. dont read too much into it.
what with all the class politics nowadays. it's seriously giving me this damn bloody big headache. it's quite sickening with all this shit going on. feelings have been hurt AND are STILL getting hurt. why cant we just live in peace as a class and not have all these clique issues. WHY CANT WE JUST BE THIS FREAKING ONE(read: SINGULAR)
BIG CLIQUE. i just hope that all of this shit will end soon and all the miseries will be gone.
my social life's been pretty much zilch these days. thank goodness for the class peeps, keep me from going crazy.
i've understood that my previous attitude towards everything was pretty bad. previous complaints about it were largely ignored and not heeded. been trying to change everything. not suddenly though. gradually.
been quite alone these days. no one to talk to, so lonely! haha. i'm such a sad person.
gotta finish my homework. cya all around soon.
-
Kenny-
